Stupid Thoughts.

Every morning I wake up and my first thought is Will I ever see you again? We used to be close but i haven't seen you since came back from the city. I remember silly things back from when we were friends and it makes ne happy to think that I did know you as well as I thought.
I remember my mum was friends with yours so they went out together sometimes. I remember my mother coming home and telling me that you were excited because she my mum but now it's different.
I told myself to let you go because I knew you'd only break my heart but still, I find myself falling harder everyday.
It's not exactly fair is it? I bet you don't think about me everyday do you? So why am I still bothering to hope and pray that i'll see you down the street everyday? I dream about you at night and it's always different from how it really is. In my dreams were together and were happy.
But in reality were apart and i doubt you even remember my name.

I wrote this when I first made the blog on my phone and I saved it but didn't know what happened to it. Well ta dah! I found it and I think it's better than the other shit I write personally, this one's a little closer to my heart.

Anyway. Back to normalness, kinda.
I was devistated when I thought I'd lost this and then I almost shed a tear when I found it. I'm not really a teary person so this might sound weird but today one of my friends told me she couldn't make herself cry when she wanted to and I realised that I'm one of the ones who can.
If you find it easy to make yourself cry I want you to comment and tell me how what you think of to make yourself cry. PLease.

In class today we had a silent contest between me and three of my friends. Abigail, Laura and Jace. I failed before we'd even finished the third minute.
One of my other friends asked me a question and without thinking I replied. Everyone started, like, mmming and I didn't know what was up until I realised, shit, I just spoke.
Jace and I were writing notes and the teacher told Jace off and he had to leave the classroom. It was funny, good lesson, for once. Does everyone find school as boring as I do?
Lee Moron, my SOSE teacher. Say what you like, that's his actual name, no jokes, Is possibly the most boring person on the face of this earth. If you think you know someone more boring please let me know.
He mannaged to go on for at least half an hour on how you could buy cheap pencils at Safeway. It was very sad to watch.

Anyway. I read a story on wattpad.com called, 'Mr Kidnapper, can you give me a ride home?' It was so incredibly awesome that I'm going to dedicate todays entry just to her. racingheart.
Anyway listen to Teenage Dream by Katy Perry is my point right now. I've realised that it is the most fucking awesome song and right now I have my ipod on shuffle and just as I mention that song it decides it want to play, I call it fate that I am totally right.

Anyway, better get back to my homework. xox Lolita.