Stupid Dreams.

Hey guys, I'm back again.

Sorry about that other post I know it wasn't very good but I'm determined to make this one better. I just hope I can.
Okay, so, here goes nothing. :/

Here's part of a song I wrote, I think it's okay...I hope.

If I just close my eyes will it all go away?
Tomorrow's going to be another day.
They say there's plenty of fish sea,
But I can't help but feel you're the only one for me.
I'm haunted by memories of your precence,
I only notice how much I miss you now that you're gone.

Do you feel like this too?
Do you think of me as much as I think of you?
Or is this my private heartache?
Do you care?
Will you ever be there?

That's it so far.
I don't have much to say for once though. It's the weekend and I wanna' have fun.

Anyway.
I had a dream the other night. They're always the same. I'm standing at my locker minding my own buisiness and then there's arms around my waist and I'm looking up into Johnny's eyes and everythings perfect.
Then he's gone and I'm all alone again.
It's funny though. When he was around I didn't like him that much. As a friends sure but never like this and now that he's gone I use half of the day thinking about him. And this blog, I'm writing this blog about him and I haven't seen him in over a year.
Is that crazy or is it love?
I don't know what to think anymore.

xox Lolita.