Stupid Memories.

Hello Everyone.

Yeasterday I read a tweet that said something that for now has changed the persepective of this very short blog.
It said, 'If you can't seem to get someone out of your head, perhaps they're meant to be there.'
I like the sound of it, it's sweet and it makes me feel a little more normal about my err...situation.
As I mentioned last time Alex is weird. He calls me lovvie and his locker is right next to mine which means that he always asks me what we have for class. I never know. I don't actually own a timetable, I'm not that increbibly organised.
Today he bumped into me while I saw talking to my friends and I didn't even realise it was him until he told me to 'watch out lovvie' most people he'd be like, 'oi dude, watch it!'
(Shrugs) It made me feel just a little special for a while.
So this tweet has got me thinking maybe, just maybe I should let his stupid memories linger for a little while in hopes that he is in fact meant to be there. Who knows his scholarship might run out and he might have to get expelled. I would never hope this apon Johnny if I didn't think about him so much.
I remember this one time, we were sitting at a bench waiting for our friends to come. He asked me if I had a boyfriend and I got all nervous and stupid. Then our friends came back and it was like moment over.
There's this other time when my mum got home and told me that she'd been to his mother's house and he was excited to see her just because she was my mum. Sweet, I know.
As for Alex I don't have many memories. He's a friend we talk everyday unlike Johnny.
Sometimes I feel like if Johnny had always been at the same school as me I wouldn't bother thinking about him or missing him but...I don't know.

I've got to go now.
xox Lolita.